I’ve been informed today that my boyfriends friends don’t like me very much. I say fuck you people!!! I have a shit ton of friends!! and they are better looking and are more interesting than any of his friends I have met. Apparently I’m a loud drunk. I like loud drunk people! These are not the first people in my life to dislike me. I’m a fag for Christs sake. Plus I really don’t give a shit when people don’t like me. I prefer it. Now I don’t have to pretend to like them.
Needing a place to bitch so here it goes. I’ve been dating a guy for about three months and all I have figured out is I hate men by now and don’t trust them. It seems unfair to treat this poor bastard according to how I feel about my previous relationships however I’m crazy and can not help myself. He’s really nice but his timing is off and I find myself getting pissed off ALOT!!! I mean ruin the day pissed. Then I’m mean to him for no fault of his own. Or is it his fault. His work schedule is fucked and doesn’t work with mine at all. We never have dinner together or go on reg dates. I’m 30 I want dates. Did I mention He used to do porn. I actually watched one of his pornos today. It didn’t bother me. Have I fallen into hate or love. I just wanted to get it out of the way before we got serious and then I hated his guts 10 years down the road. Now I sit here and hate on a blog spot when I should be getting wasted and having a good night. He works all day and night tom night but wants to come over after work AKA 4 in the morn and hang with me till I go to work at 3:00 in the pm. This is not working for me. I don’t like to get my kicks then be sent to work. I want to go out and get drunk have great sex pass out then do it again before work. Asking to much? NOPE. I have givin him like three chances to hang out at night tonight included but he wants to Blahhh!!! Fuck this noise I’m going out! Have fun tumbling!!!! I will be drinking!!!
New Painting “Midnight Dance”
Holy fucking Inbreeding Batman!!! You should see his teeth!!! He looks like that retarded kid who helps them out of the basement in the Texas Chainsaw Massacre. Only all grown up!!.
old painting. Acrylic on canvas.